Anxiety taking over the
Brain
Taking over the
Main
Things that you enjoy
Are coming and leaving
Only to "destroy"
It's all in your mind
It's all in your thoughts
But that's what you tell
Yourself over and over
And others
Will say
The same thing you've told yourself
All day
But it's easy said than
Done
As always
The thoughts race
Your heart
Giving you
No place to start
Cancer in the throat
Is quite a test
To tell your 28 year old son
Is the rest
Of you
That you want to ignore
The rest of you that
Try's to assure
That everything might turn out ok
Everything might see another day
So heart stop racing
I am not competing
Slow down
So that I can grasp
The meaning
To staying alive in the moment
Staying alive even though
Death is potent
Smelling fresh air instead,
Of your own stench
Hold your mouth
Clench
Your fist
Be angry
It's natural
To feel deserving
Of the thought
That you might not have much time left
And then you're caught
Caught in a new perspective
Giving up the fight
And taking
Your right
To live in this dreadful moment
Inside your head that
Will go away as you lay in bed
Dreaming dreams that won't go away
Only wondering if that
Dream will come to play
Take life as a lesson
And a lesson as a life
Everything you think of will come to pass
Don't take for granted the things that won't last.